is old gold?

smile was bright
just the right reaction
you were waiting
not for many
atleast just one to come and see you

as days go by ask myself
what do you look forward to the most
your children,grandchildren or great grandchildrenor
even maybe death

is death really something you really look forward to?
isnt 'old gold'?
is it that lonely now?
do you really feel dying is a wise action?
do you think all will be ok if you are gone?

i detest the way you trated my mum
i detest the way your children treated my mum
i detest the way us when we were young
i detest that you are happy to see me only now

i have many reasons to detest you
and i think of what might happen if you leave
the pillar of this family leaves too
the reason to be together leaves
and so does our family bond
so what is left is justa memory of once
there was a pillar and how things happened then

Old may be Gold
maybe not for you
but the people around you
the OLD is a GOLD pillar
that everyone must tressure
it may take time
for everyone to realise
the pillar is GOLD
but when they do
i am afraid it might be to late