i have been feeling really lousy these few days........and worst of all i really dont know why........
weird right.........
anyway nothing much is going on in my life these days
just the daily routine of attending class doing homework..........
i really want to be rebellious and do stuff that i normally wont dare to do.........
i want to scold all sorts of bad words and throw insults at people who make me feel lousy
i want to go out late night and get drunk without having to consider about my mum
i want to yell at my family for chosing money over family
i want to travel around the world without any
worries............
what i am asking and wishing for right now seems really impossible but i still have this tiny little ray of hope maybe it will happe.........
