i am really fine now..

just leave me alone..

I am so frustrated with myself

i cant sleep

i cant think straight

my mind is blank

i am restless

i feel guilty

i am really tired

not looking forward to christmas at all this year

i know what to expect

and i dont ant to face it

is exhausting...

both of them are exhausting me

they are exhausting me

i just want to be left alone

i dont want to talk

just...

left alone...